小さなてのひら

残念ですね。

絶望の中で勇気を探しよう。

でも、こんなバカの言葉、全然意味がないの？自分のわけがそんなに苦しくなくて、悲しくない。これは当てもない（？）の思いだな。考えれば、このポストを書くの理由が分からない。

On another note, this is equal parts practice in grammar and actual thoughts.

kyun to shichawanai

clicking a passworded post is serious fucking business.

on another note, why is the stats page showing so many random pageviews? this is a dead blog, nothing to see here move along.

not upward, but forward

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悠久の翼

He was probably right in saying that you have to first have a dream before you can ever achieve anything. However, I still wonder what was the correct thing to do in this situation. Does it hurt more to have a vision and not be able to grasp it, or to never have the vision in the first place?

And it’s probably too much overreading into a simple situation, but nonetheless.

I’m glad the two of you were able to meet once again, on that white Christmas. A miracle that was created through coincidences and inevitabilities.

forever

Love, I’ve got to feel it
If you put your trust in me
I know what my life would be
Oh, you are all I ever need

I try to hear what you say
So I pray
But you’re fading away
Don’t go and break my fragile heart
We won’t fall apart
‘Cause you’re my only star

I wonder why my tears come at night
Calling you, so like a little child
All the things you have in mind
I wish I could see your insides

I feel alone and empty
You’re far, that’s why I can’t bear to be
Move on, but it’s not that easy
Oh, don’t you know I still believe

No one can stand in your way
Here I stay
There’ll be another day
Won’t cry and get rid of scars
Always in my heart
Gotta find a way to start

How am I supposed to know what’s right
Missing you, and I do lose my mind
Just wanna be by your side
I will wait for your love and smile

I’ve been thinking of you, my dream…
Every time I take a breath, feel brand new
Open up your heart with my key
Oh, can’t you hear my heartbeat

My love, you’ve got to feel it
And if we put our trust in you and me
You know what our lives would be
Oh, you are the one I believe

After a long convo with friends, some really horrible playing and Campbell soup

2010 is fine too.

Although by then I think I’d have forgotten already, heh.

「家族だから」

そのために、生きていて、がんばっています。そうすれば、もしかして未来が幸せになります。その理由、なんか変でも、美しいじゃないか？いっしょうに前に行きましょう。

僕の日本語がよくないから、多分文法が悪いかも。そんなわけなら、誤りたいです。

奇跡の価値は嘘と沈黙

まごころを、君に

A troubled sleep interrupted by a wishful dream, and when he woke up he realised the moment had been nothing more than a fake reality. A dream that was peaceful and perhaps even happy, but for it to appear at this time, a nightmare instead. A desperate plea from the depths of the heart, or a prank on himself by himself?

She said, “Don’t make others suffer for your personal hatred.”

sunday night is the new emo night

maybe i shouldn’t have done that those years ago, and it wouldn’t have turned out like what it is today

but who knows it could have, speculation is ftl

but in the end, i think i’ve never really forgotten what i felt then

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